serious urgent problem linda needed

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Hi all

I was not going to put this on here but the feelings are grate about this the reason I wish her to be there is I am very scared to go there for a week as I knofor a fact I will need

Help to not have a bowel movement but to get cleaned after one and some of them I am sorry to have to report this serious issue on here and to have to even put them to shame some of them will not even do this task as they think I do not need this support as some one even put her self to shame and said to me you can go to use the toilet your self what I was meaning to her was can you help me as I think I do need to use the toilet is that to much to ask now friends its starting to be a worsed dream to even go there and to say I feel better now I have went to the toilet as some times I do feel verry very blocked up and you can not even get piece to have a large one wich some times there I could do with and august is not going to change there ways of doing this at all and its getting very very serious and frustrateing and I wood like to use the word I use with mum on a Sunday aftershe comes back from church I say to her can I go for an it or I am away for an it

And linda knows that word and its wrote down but they will not read anything to do with extra words I use and I want you to please pray that linda is back from her birthday as its getting scary for this in there and worse to the point where I can not even ask or tell or even do one could vickie for example do what linda does noas she wood need to find the bit in the file where the extra words are first then keep them in her head for that shift some one said to me I do not need that word I am sorry to be anon christian for a second if that person thinks I am going to tell the full place I need to shight or to have a shit well that person can think again as its bad and worse to get to even tell them and folks this is the serious problem I do not like phew and I have been trying to tell them for months about this and no one picked me up

Like in may on the Wednesday we had been out all day from about 11 a.m to about 6 pm and it was one of the most hottest days ever and when I got back I thought I need both at once but I managed to ask cloey and buy the time she managed to take me all the important feelings and the weard feelings in my tummy had went away so its getting impossible to achieve that at all

There is another team leader but I am not happy to tell her about this as even alow I know her I do not feel happy to tell her I need that as you need a good relationship with any one in order to tell them that in the first place and its getting more tricky as changes in staff allways and you are not going to tell any one that who you do not know

I hope you understand now how serious this is and will carry on if she is not there hush it might come down to loise having to do this before she puts me to bed or trisha or who ever is night shift but I am finding it trickyer buy the visit to get help or to say I do feel better after doing that task

Hugs