hi for a sunday

Hi diarry

I want to start this blog before my breakfast of ham on toast now I hate internet trols like elf and recently maheen has started this Sunday again and that is my main reason for doing this blog they can not read this as google says you maybe sharing confidential information when I set the blog up that is fine so I will carry on with my wright ups on here as I call them my free speech diarrys as on a blog its not like wrighting an email at all its more like words and feelings even alow I have not used this blog as much as I had first hoped it still feels like home and I wonder what my week will be holding but one thing is for sure or 2 things I will go to andrews and phew that is nearer the end of the week so I am just going to enjoy wrighting until Thursday wrighting is my hobbie of emails and doing groups for emails and doing this blog some of the time I had a few good houses online over the last few weeks I have been looking at houses to buy out of fiction and interest my best cite is called indeed for jobs its massive

I did have a scare on Friday with my stomach as it felt sore and I am glad to say it did pass but I did forget to tell you it only passed totally when I did manage to go to the toilet for a number2

As I am going away I will just need to watch my self and my stomach as well but some times there you eat a lot of bread like 3 times a day from Saturday I will have

Breakfast tea and toast and maybe gammon but depends on what staff is on but tea and toast so its still bread

Lunch it will be sandwichs bread again

And we have a light supper before the night shift comes on of tea and toast so more bread again

So as you can see my diet over at phew is not the best especially if you get constipation at times

Wood I be able to change this diet over there no as they do not have any thing else that I wood enjoy for breakfast or lunch its mostly soup and I do not eat that at home and the main supper in the evening is things like hot doggs and all of what I call junk food

And some times only some times we have a chicken dinner on a Sunday the last time I had this I felt weard so not going to try that again at phew I feel that the food can be limited as users have special diets so its more towards them than it is to people like me and maybe the staff and I feel for the price we are paying and services the food should have more choice on offer I will not go hungry but I will watch what I eat and some time ago I came home and went to bed that night but half way in the small hours I had to wake mum and dad and I vomited all over the kitchen to this day I do not know if it was a bug or some thing I ate when I was there I wood like to know what I ate that week so wood mum of as phews food is far from mums standard phews food is shight standard when I think about it more and it should not be as what we are paying I could buy a hoose

And phew food can be risky allways and I have to ask for something else some times for main meals and I should not have to if there was more choice even in the areas it can be toast or bread orsome sweets like choclate or chips as we call the chips crispsand it says I can choose my food I can but I feel not allways as some times I am finding the diet to tricky over there to know what I want to eat its like you going in to a café and saying there is nothing I like in here and you feel like walking out

One time I arrived the first night and some one put down a baked potato and I thought I can not stomach this at all so I refused to eat and just got some one to take me back in to my room

And a more private issue comes up you go in to the rest room in the mornings and you say my stomach needs to emty in here and it feels heavy to emty but you end up not passing anything so I know the standard of food is not good if it was you wood have a result for sure and some times the food alone can be small plate fulls

And one of the care givers said to me you sound as if you have out growing our service no I have not but there is things in there they should be doing like giving us more choice in diet hush I wood not like to spend 10 days in there like some users do as I think you wood get sick of the choice of food janice said what is it you want to tell us I need a wheel chair for a start and I need more choice in food and I need some one to clean me right even wosh me right is that to much to ask for no but they make a song out of anything and Ihave a named person who I want to keep as the other one is taking the piss out of drina

I saw her online on sat and if she is fit for that she can sit and do her night shift no questions asked I do not care if she has just lost her mother she is going to lose her job as we can give it to young steph or one of the other staff she only does 2 nights but I am sure other staff wood want it

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