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hi all

i am doing ok on this thursday i may not post this until friday or later than friday i do not know as allways wanted to design a cite but i have not got the skills i have menny skills on a computer but not to design a cite i wanted to design a cite about feelings and depression as well as jesus and prair as well as have a fixion church on there what i mean is have an online church where any one in the world could request prair if they log in to it with a pass word and some details and i think to do this you wood have to be a christian fully and i am sorry i am not a full christian as i like to use some french words as in swear not allways but i know swearing is non christian but i do like a prayer now than again i wish i could wright a long piece of blog as that is how i feel i like blogging as i am sort of designing a page but i do like free speach about anything even daily life and i know you should not hide your disabilitie but some one had a group once and you were not aloud to say you were disabiled and that really pissed me off i am glad i am band as i wood say something very non christian and lightly wood visit france alot as i wood swear like no ones business at owners who tell you what to say when you wright about your day buy email you tell the truth its verry non christian to tell lies as lies is not good it makes you the lyer and i do never want to be classed as an online lyer as lies is not funny or a huge laugh and we have had rain and high winds and the scottish weather is weard january came in kam but is going out with a grand bang and we have had a snow but it was more like ice and slighting only a touch of snow shame really as i love to see snow and white on the ground i also love lying in bed when it pisses of rain as that is a lovely cold sound and it makes you feel kam not even hot or agitated and your anxiety is kam when it rains

just had a grand lunch of cheese on bread and some tea as i like cheese and an iceing cake as well i think i am having burgers and fries later on for supper i love my food daily and eating is my life and just on the grand net looking at the chinese  flue if that gets worser i may not be able to fly on the plain what a shame i will say bastard if that happens as i love to fly as i think flying is very important for a change of seen and that is what i need right now i do not need to swear but swearing helps the agitation you some times get about life as lots of things make you feel unwell and some times you want to give up on life so you swear and that helps you swearing is not smart but it is a kamming task to do as you feel kam after a swear and life can make you want to see jesus more i was talking about dieing last week as i am suffering and no one gives a dam suffering is a feeling which you are not aware of its only a saying and i think suffering is more as if you have a pint then you vomit the next day if you get that pist you might vomit on the way home and it has been knowing to happen and i hate people who get pist and steaming as they act as if they are the leader of the team of drunks

i want to give you hugs

later