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Hi all my readers

I have not rote anything until today as I have felt ok  but I am not feeling ok today and that is a fact as I feel this funeral is sad but at the same time he died 15 days ago and the funeral has not came yet what happened to the funerals where if you died on a Monday you had your funeral 3 days later i feel they are truly gone the old way of scottish funerals I want an indian funeral as indian people have mastered a funeral perfect and could show the rest of this country and the world how to do a funeral perfect you die at 10 am and a few hours later it’s the funeral and you are layed to rest perfect for me and I really like culture so for my funeral I wish to have a culture funeral and I also love to find out how other countrys live and how things are did there and I think india has the right understanding of a funeral as in scotland we play around with making arangements but at covid this bloody 2 meters is not helping and only having 20 to a service and june has a new problem as the pastor lady thinks she has been in contact with some one who has covid and she is waiting for a test oh my so I do not know when or if the funeral will be this week even mum says it will but giving what has happened to the pastor I am not to willing to think it will happen this week I can see martin getting layed to rest automaticly without any one there at this rate as I think you can only hold on to the body for so long

Give me a indian funeral any day and save all this playing around of who is going as I will be layed to rest before my arangements are made

Well its another day of rain here lovely weather scotland has it pisses daily here in july when most of the world has lovely sun and you can sit out in your deck chairs like what I should have been doing this 2 weeks but thanks to jet2 they canceled the flight with limited warning not happy as they only gave us

about 10 days and we were half packed

Thursday

Hi folks

Well its still raining here today and yuck you call this july its more like winter and the funeral is on Friday 24th of july 2020  the reason I am putting dates of the funeral if I look back in a few month I can tell when this event happened even alow I do not want to mind about this event as all he did was go for an operation then it went wrong result his death which brings me on to I thought operations at hospitals are safe I know things might go wrong it does happen but to meet your death i wood question the hospital and the team skills to do the operation as it has been knowing for people to do this if it was my son I wood but that is me I like ansers to things no word on my care yet I hope it is october or november but november I could miss and go next january I might do that it wood suit me to go in the new year to me you can forget any plans you had in 2020 as jesus has controled your life for this year jesus is in control of this year for all the world jesus has said I am not happy lets bring down the gates of the world the gates means shut the world down but as alison said on Friday at the hair salon they can not keep having lock downs I do agree on that point as business will not open fully up again and it will cause more issues I think the government will just need to let people live with covid and get on with life like before covid as they are going to have folk like me mentally ill and its going to efect all of us in away that the health service will be over powered with new mental health cases and that is more serious than 2 meters in a store or in public places

As mental health does have life changing effects for good at times where did the word covid19 come from as you never heard about covid until this year now for all we know folks covid could have been out side and all places before 2020 I am not a doctor but some times I do wonder about health matters and covid is one of them as for all we know folks some one could of designed this virus from china in a lab and asked it to take effect in the year 2020 as what people are not understanding is the chinese folk are very smart at making designs as we had a cooker swich and guess where it was made china now most things are made in china you look at a box that you got in the store and it says made in china not allways but offten