anxiety sunday and a touch nervice

hi cloey or debbie

i have a touch of anxiety today sunday and i also feel nervice and scared and there is alot of fear as well for some reason i got up with this nervice feeling and it will not go away and the scared feeling is like fiction but its real and the anxiety has decided to come out as well and its not like me to wright to my blog but i feel i must do something to see if the anxiety even goes away i even wish to speak to allison just now she kams me but i do not even have access  to her well not today or this week hopefully soon the reason i say debbie soon its all this playing around with tests now i wood get the point debbie if i was going clubbing or to a day programme or out of the country to have a test before coming to see you but i do not feel i should be subjected to a test if i am only sitting around in my house and to me the testing is a farse and i know some settings do need them but i am not going clubbing at the weekends or to a foot ball game where i could get the virus and debbie i still wonder what this virus is like to get what i mean is what happens to you for example do you get constipated or what happens apart from death and we do not even have a list of things it goes on to tell you if you have it i was even told you could have it without knowing about it but how you see there is alot of unknowings about what the news is putting out on this i do think debbie that i have been badly effected buy covid and lock downs